...And as leafs fall down and wither on the ground, your face fades by time and you become an old memory. I can't hear your laughter in the mornings and I cannot feel your hug and your warm body touching me and I can't even remember the bright blue eyes you had... and i can't decide whether you existed or not. ...everything is getting more and more blurred but pain... pain's not fading away.

I broke up with my girlfriend. I dunno what's with me... I'm not the kinda guy who likes writing these things. But I can't work I can't learn I can't sleep so I thought I just dump some shit out of me... whatever.